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I want this job in a few years...



or I wanna do the Peace Corps.

or Teach for America

or life in Fresno
- teaching credential in math
- work at a high school until i burn out
- get better access to the various communities in poorer parts of town
- Live, Love. choose peace. do something good for the place where i am from. the place that continues to claim me no matter how far away i go.

I read blogs instead of writing big papers...

I can’t stand your religious meetings.
I’m fed up with your conferences and conventions.
I want nothing to do with your religion projects,
your pretentious slogans and goals.
I’m sick of your fund-raising schemes,
your public relations and image making.
I’ve had all I can take of your noisy ego-music.
When was the last time you sang to me?
Do you know what I want?
I want justice—oceans of it.
I want fairness—rivers of it.
That’s what I want. That’s all I want.

this is what eugene cho has to say about the message's version of Micah: http://eugenecho.wordpress.com/2009/04/28/everyone-needs-to-read-this-because-maybe-this-is-actually-about-you/#more-4323



and...
A Fransican Benediction

May God bless you with discomfort,
at easy answers, half-truths, and superficial relationships,
so that you may live deep within your heart.

May God bless you with anger,
at injustice, oppression, and exploitation of people,
so that you may work for justice, freedom, and peace.

My God bless you with tears,
to shed for those who suffer from pain, rejection, starvation, and war,
so that you may reach out your hand to comfort them and turn their
pain to joy.

And may God bless you with enough foolishness,
to believe that you can make a difference in this world,
so that you can do what others claim cannot be done.

Amen.


thats a Fransiscan benediction that I found here:
http://gracerules.wordpress.com/

and finally
Christian holiness consists not of trying as hard as we can to be good, but of learning to live in the new world created by Easter, the new world which we publicly entered in our baptism. There are many parts of the world that we can't do anything about except pray. But there is one part of the world, one part of physical reality, which we can do something about, and that is the creature we call 'myself.' Personal holiness and global holiness belong together. Those who wake up to the one may well find themselves called to wake up to the other. -NT Wright

that I found here:
http://www.parablesofaprodigalworld.com/2008/02/top-10-3-excerpts-from-nt-wrights.html

Someday...

I want to be able to...
-be okay with spending money on quality things like museums and theatre and haircuts
-know myself well enough to intervene before my depression hits
-be able to budget and save money
-be better at appreciating co-workers and bosses and people who work under me
-know the right thing to say to an abused child
-be able to keep my room decently clean without getting overwhelmed by the mess
-appreciate my mother better
-trust female people that I meet enough to actually be friends (without needed acquaintanceship for a few years first)
-be more faithful to my Jesus in my everydays
-exercise regularly without falling into obsessing about weight
-have a better way to deal with stress than eating
-find a stable routine that rejuvenates me enough to let me keep doing the harder/deeper stuff without killing myself
Its not the hard stuff that wears me out. Its the mundane things like dishes and laundry and money that become too much to handle when I wear myself out emotionally