in a new place

I am starting over, in the big ways,

in the deepest ways, I feel steady.

I am here, all of me, has moved to Toronto.

I will become more Me as I growlearnlivelove Here at Romero House.

I am excited. I am tired. I am willing.

I find myself here. (statement and self-fulfilling prophecy I think)

. . .

still think about this Erik boy when my brain slows. praying for AF, KB, KH, SH, R? and AA. praying with? praying over? sending prayers towards? praying and slowly breathing and living in the present as respectfully as I can.

at least those songs have left my head.

. . .

it is time to sleep. in the morning we will go canoeing. and I will pray I find peace on the water.

a few quotes of the day courtesy of Father Jack.

"Love is the ultimate gravity"

"Peter? get your ass off that boat and walk towards me."

"this is my community. This is my community??. THIS is my COMMUNITY?!?!?! you know, when Jesus was dying on the cross, I don't think it was very enjoyable, but he was willing and he followed what the Father wanted"