Someday...

I want to be able to...
-be okay with spending money on quality things like museums and theatre and haircuts
-know myself well enough to intervene before my depression hits
-be able to budget and save money
-be better at appreciating co-workers and bosses and people who work under me
-know the right thing to say to an abused child
-be able to keep my room decently clean without getting overwhelmed by the mess
-appreciate my mother better
-trust female people that I meet enough to actually be friends (without needed acquaintanceship for a few years first)
-be more faithful to my Jesus in my everydays
-exercise regularly without falling into obsessing about weight
-have a better way to deal with stress than eating
-find a stable routine that rejuvenates me enough to let me keep doing the harder/deeper stuff without killing myself
Its not the hard stuff that wears me out. Its the mundane things like dishes and laundry and money that become too much to handle when I wear myself out emotionally